. . . three months ago when I said I was back. Ian Malcolm once said, "Life . . . makes a way."; for me, it's more like "life gets in the way." So much has changed since then, but, it's too exhausting to try to relive it. Mea culpa. I feel like I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and I don't know what to do. My blood pressure has been high, I have these raging headaches, I'm irritable, and get frustrated easily. Right now, I'm pounding the life out of my head, because it's so itchy (stress-related), and I've rubbed parts of my scalp raw with my rat-tail comb.
My work schedule changed last week to accommodate one of my co-worker's school schedule, thus changing my day off and causing me to close EVERY DAY! To try to even things out, they have me coming in at noon on Thursdays with no break. I find it very hard to adjust when I come in seemingly halfway through the day. I keep praying for the strength to be more flexible, but everyday I feel more and more strife building within me. This morning I found myself saying aloud how I resented this co-worker for upsetting my schedule. I have a review coming up, and I know this is going to reflect poorly . . . Perhaps I should incorporate fasting until this passes.
On a more positive note, the Miami HEAT just won game 2 of the Eastern Conference Finals, so we are tied 1-1 with the Bulls. I would love to see them win!
That is all.
Kay Dub is a 38 year old stay at home mother of 3 fur babies, a preschooler and a toddler. An avid runner, marathon mom, fitness buff and triathlete in training, her most challenging goal is becoming a Proverbs 31 woman and "Wife After God".