I miss my husband. While he's physically here, emotionally, he's been gone for a long, long time. I suspect I know why he's gone, but he's not the most open person, and he's certainly not the easiest to talk to.
A couple days ago, he gave DD a dozen kisses, then walked out of the room, without giving me so much as a nod. He came back several minutes later and kissed me goodbye, but the damage had already been done. I woke up the next morning to find him asleep on the couch.
I know he's capable of communicating, as that is a large part if his job. I guess I'm just not wasting his efforts on. I really feel like breaking his phones, computers, iPad and televisions. Maybe then he'll talk to me. Then again, he'd probably bury himself in a book…
Kay Dub is a 38 year old stay at home mother of 3 fur babies, a preschooler and a toddler. An avid runner, marathon mom, fitness buff and triathlete in training, her most challenging goal is becoming a Proverbs 31 woman and "Wife After God".