Today marks 6 months since I lost my mother, and I still have not composed her obituary. I feel like I am doing her a great disservice, but I simply do not know where to begin. It may seem like a moot point this far out, but I just feel like it is something that must be done. Perhaps once I do, I could use it as part of the memorialization of her Facebook page. That was something I felt I could do right away, but my sister asked me not to. Again, I feel like I'm doing her a disservice in not having done so. After all, she left me that responsibility.
Speaking of responsibility, I received a check for her death benefits last week. I originally planned to save it, but The Mr. said we needed to use it to pay things off. I feel like my mother would be greatly disappointed if she knew that I gave in without a fight. She would also be disappointed in how much disrespect I tolerate, but that's a whole other issue.
Speaking of issues, how does one go about moving on after having been called crazy and having a series of F-bombs hurled in her direction after having told her spouse his actions made her unhappy? It seems like I complain often about being frozen out, and you would think we would have found a solution by now, but *NOPE*
On a more positive note, my high school graduation present arrived today!
Kay Dub is a 38 year old stay at home mother of 3 fur babies, a preschooler and a toddler. An avid runner, marathon mom, fitness buff and triathlete in training, her most challenging goal is becoming a Proverbs 31 woman and "Wife After God".